In the past month or so I have managed to give up Alcohol, texting for attention, all forms of social media, I've even given up meat this week and have done so with relative ease. I have found this easy because I have a reason, to not only prove to myself but to prove to … Continue reading The Hardest Thing To Give Up
Filling the gaps…..Covering the holes…
Three weeks without alcohol and i'm not missing it, 3 weeks without pointless texts and i'm not missing it., 3 weeks without social media (that sounds tragic) and again, i'm not missing it. I haven't rammed it down people's throats that i'm no longer on any social media platform ( suppose I can't because I … Continue reading Filling the gaps…..Covering the holes…
Opening the garage
So, tonight I attended my first therapy session. I had in my mind it would be a Q and A session with me the main attraction. What was this like, why did you do that do you think, how do you feel now etc etc..but it wasn't. My therapist, an older softly spoken man welcomed … Continue reading Opening the garage
The Waterfall
so, i'm calling this stage the waterfall, since conceding myself and opening up I have allowed myself to realise so much about our short relationship. I am comparing this to a waterfall as just like a waterfall the beauty of it all was before we had got to the top and now we are back … Continue reading The Waterfall
The start is at the end
The aim of this blog is to help document my life over the next 4/6/8 weeks and maybe even further forward.it scares me to think that this story starts at the end, The end of something that could have been everything I ever wanted!. It kills me to think that a relationship may not be … Continue reading The start is at the end
Discovery starts with knowing that you have lost yourself 